So I just made an account after someone linked me this thread. I've always lurked but felt this environment was too hostile for me. It's upsetting to see this stuff, I really thought these people were my friends. I'm always working and don't get time to make many friends irl so runescape was a place for me to talk with people and make friendships. I will be leaving CD and I'm looking for a clan that won't make me feel this way. I thought I was doing well and helping the clan but I guess I am just another +1 in their eyes. Sucks really.